But that means diddlysquat until I actually do it!
I want to be the friend, wife, mom, sister, daughter, etc... who doesn't judge, isn't skeptic, and isn't shooting down everyones dreams. I want to be supportive, I want to be excited for everyone around me, I want to help those with big dreams continue to dream!
Henry has helped soften my heart! He is my little miracle who teaches me more than I teach him. He is my little piece of heaven. I am so blessed to have him in my life! Chase is also such a great example to me on how to love everyone. He is amazing at loving everyone even if we don't support their choices! He is so patient and kind. I need to get with the program and be just like Chase and Hen!
Speaking of Henry... he is 3.5 months old! WHAT?? I know! My little baby doesn't look like a little baby anymore. He is constantly talking, rolling, singing, smiling... the list goes on for days! He now weighs 14.5 lbs and is 25.5 inches long! He is growing SO fast!
I LOVE him so so much. He brings me so much joy, and I feel so close to the Savior when i'm with him! Motherhood was definitely made for me. Sure some days are much harder than others, and some days I feel very inadequate... BUT I love every second of it! I love watching Henry grow and learn. I love watching him discover new things, and I love to step back and think of how Henry sees the world. He doesn't know of all the bad or the evil things going on. In his eyes... This world is exciting, and refreshing and new!
I have started a journey to lose this baby weight and to tone up! I have quit eating dairy and sugar, and carbs! YIKES... can I do this? I sure hope so! I allow myself to have Saturday as a cheat day! Chase bought me a beautiful jogging stroller that Henry and I LOVE! He LOVES going on walks and being in the outdoors! I am super motivated!
I also have decided to go back and finish up school. I don't want Henry to have that mom that never got her degree. I need to show him how important school is! I have to be that example for him with everything in his life! (not that there is anything wrong for those people that don't have degrees) I just want to do this for me but also Henry! School is SO very important! I love learning, I LOVE math! I just love most everything about school. Especially these days where I can do online classes and be home with my snuggle baby!
Well that is everything for now! I will update pictures here soon... If you follow me on instagram or Facebook... you have seen far too many pictures i'm sure! haha but they'll keep coming. Everything that little boy does is picture worthy!
ta ta for now!
